Day 2

In the cafe waiting for my friend Clara. Listening to "Toxic" by Britney Spears, hoping I don't see Kevin, but all the while wishing he was here. Looking at everyone passing the cafe, checking to see if it's him. It's not, I hate that I want to see him. I'm pathetic. I need a break from all this, good thing in the summer I get to go to Seattle-I could forget about all of this.

I could just leave and have fun with my family, I feel sorry for my cousin he has to move back here and leave all his friends. But I wish I could be like him. Move to somewhere completely new and start over, be myself and get new friends-not like I don't like my friends now, I just like thinking of going somewhere new-off this island. That's why I'm planning to go to college in Seattle, WA like my cousin, Elle. But at the same time I don't want to copy here, but I always wanted to go to Seattle, to live there.

I hate stress, I hate tension, and I hate Kevin

Angela