Life As We Know It

It's hard to wrap your head around life right now-and the future. My mom always pesters me about not thinking about the future but I can't help it. It's weird thinking that Beyonce and Usher is going to be called "old-school". And that what we're wearing now is going to be sooooo "uncool" in the year 2020. It's so weird, and-I know it's obvious, we're all going to get old. We won't have the energy we have now, we won't have this care-free world to run around in. So us young people should enjoy our teenage years and go wild and have fun-cause you can't go back in time and re-live it. It's scary to think that but it will happen.

Angela

P.S. Live spelled backward is evil :P

I don't even know why I'm documenting this :P

Why in the world am I documenting my love life to the whole Internet?? It doesn't make sense. Well, I think I'm doing this because I need to vent all my feelings out and writing it out would be too long and my hands would start to hurt. I didn't tell you guys that I saw *Ken on Wednesday on the bus home. Me and *Jessica were in different rows on the bus she was in front of me and I was in back of her. This guy named *Yang was sitting in the row across from my row and there was a seat open (he was sitting by the window-there are only 2 seats) I was sitting in the outside seat. So Ken was standing and when all the other high school kids got off to go to the mall that the bus stops at-he moved to the back and sat next to Yang and an aisle(2 feet) away from me. It was never raking, I didn't want to look at him. I also blew a bubble with my gum and it got stuck on my lips and I was trying to lick it off-uh, so embarrassing(if he was looking ;) So...yeah.

* Names have been changed

Angela

OMFG!!!!AAAAARRRGGGHH!!!! :(

Why, Why, Why???? Remember Monday's post?? Yeah, I'm having second thoughts. The "Big Man" is making it very hard for me to get over *Ken. He's just sooooo cute!!! XD Idk what to do. Like this morning I saw his bus at one of it's stops before our school. So I got so excited because we would "walk" to school together-not really just walking in the same group to school. So we did and he was behind me and then I looked behind me and he was looking at me :( My feelings are so iffy. Then when I turned around again like 30 yards away from him he was looking at me again, within 10 minutes. I'm so confused and just thinking about him and this situation is draining. I try to give up on this crush-but every time I see him my heart does this little kick, and I'm like, "No!!!!! I'm falling again." I'm just so sad, confused, and tired of this-but I just can't give up-my sub-conscious won't let me!!!!

Angela

Reminder to All Hollister Fans!! :)

A heads-up to all you Hollister fans: Hollister's Spring Clearance "just hit the beach!!" How do I know this??? Go to www.hollisterco.com and click on Hollister emails in the right-hand corner. Enter your email and they'll send you coupons and notices about the store!! Idk if there's a fee but they don't mention one on the website, if you have questions about the emails go to a Hollister store near you and ask :)

I'm excited about the clearance because most of their spring clothes are really cute-but expensive and I'm broke right now :(

Whatever Happens, Happens

During Spring Break I already decided that if I ever saw *Ken I wouldn't freak out and go nuts and talk about him all the time. I mean-I don't even know the guy!!! Why would I be remotely interested in him? But I am-and it drains all the energy out of me. Plus, I think he's on to me and thinks I'm a totally stalker. I'm worried, maybe I am a stalker-or acting like one. I don't mean to sound like those Christians and the street preaching wherever they can-but I think God will give me the opportunity to get to know Ken, I don't want to immediately be boyfriend-girlfriend because you need to get to know the person before you get together. Right? Plus, friends usually have a stronger relationship. But if God didn't want us to be friends-or maybe it's just coincidence, but the first thing I saw when I came to school was Ken. Then at recess I saw him on my way to my locker. Then on my way to English I saw him-again!!! And then on the bus home! Even writing this is exhausting. I just don't want to waste time thinking about what could be.

Angela

Style Icon of the Month

You know her from High School Musical-she's Vanessa Hudgens!!!! I am loving her style right now. She looks so chic and her style inspires me to be more fashionable. I'll try to re-create an outfit of hers but she's all cardigans and skirts and I'm jeans and just plain shirts with hoodies. But Vanessa also uses a lot of jeans too, which is what I like because I had a jeans fiasco just a few months ago and now I have tons of jeans. I really like this one look-Vanessa Hudgens is wearing a black tank with this really pretty floral skirt and it looks amazing but I'm a little uncertain with trying to re-create her looks because she's petite and I'm an hourglass. Two opposites!!! So what may look good on her, may not look good on me. Sadness, sigh. I wonder how long this fashion inspiration is going to last for me, cause it usually goes away-which is unfortunate.

Anglea

Star Bods

When you open up a magazine you see all the celebrity bodies that look so fit and perfect I get jealous ever time I see one. I have curves and stretch marks on my thighs-even though my thighs aren't even that big!!!! I'm ashamed to be in a bikini when I'm at my aunt's beach house, standing next to my stick thin cousins and sister-I feel huge next to them!!!! I work on my stomach which is the only problem area right now but whenever I do a exercise I end up eating a brownie or a cookie or downing a big chocolate shake. I love my curves but I just want to get rid of the 2 extra inches of God knows what on my abdomen!!!

Hollister Merchandise Credit Card

So...my family and I went to one of those second-hand boutiques today, and the owner was willing to take some of our old and un-used stuff and sell it-giving us 50% of what it was sold for. We went back home and my sister was rummaging through some stuff and found one of my old purses. She looked through it and found a Hollister gift card and merchandise credit card. Put the thing is that their merchandise cards expire a year after they're issued and I know that card is more than a year old since I got it the last last time I went to Seattle, WA. I went to one of the stores in the fall and all their summer clothes were on sale so I bought some shorts for cheap. I showed them to my mom and she was like, "Oh no, you're not going to wear that." So I returned them and got the money back on that card. Then I guess I left it in that bag and so it became expired. That blows!!! I have like $12 on that card and I can't use it cause it's more than a year old??? Money is money and I have the right to use the money!!! Now all that money is just wasted. Thanks a whole lot, Hollister!!!!!!! (Being sarcastic)


A very unhappy Angela

FANG Maximum Ride Novel

I can't believe I forgot the release date on FANG a Maximum Ride novel!!!! But I can see why I forgot...I usually check for the upcoming books in the series I'm reading and then writing the release dates so I would remember, but I didn't because some of the books are being released earlier so I didn't think much of the dates. But then I went on Facebook and typed in "FANG" in the search bar because I saw one of those ads. The search took me to a fan page and people said that they were reading it!!! And I was like, "huh?" I guess when I googled FANG in January I never thought that March would come that fast!!!! So now I have to wait another 2 weeks until I can get enough money to buy the book because I want to buy New Moon and I only have enough money for that....side thought: I wonder if Target sells the Maximum Ride novels??? Hmmmmmmmm..... So now I have to WAIT!!!!!!! I could be reading it now!!! It's Spring Break and I won't have enough time to read it when school comes around :( Ugggghhhh this sucks X(


Angela

Fashion Foward

Lately I've been very fashion foward(uh, this thingy says I'm spelling foward wrong...am I idk. I've been looking at magazines, and I've noticed that all fashion magazines and the designer ads they put in are so...oh, I don't know-OUT THERE!!! I mean, the clothes and bags and accessories that are put in those ads and what the magazines tell you is "fashionable" and "in" is not something a normal person would wear out and about town, right? And even the April issue of Seventeen magazine has a section on Street Style and almost all of the outfits featured I would not wear to school or to the mall. And I even think that some of the girls in that section are models and not everyday people! All these crazy colors and prints and textures are all a little bit W-O-W, in a bad way, but maybe that's just me. I'm more of the beach-y type when it comes to fashion where it's just tees and tunics and jeans, I love jeans-to the extreme, I don't know what I would do without them, and flip flops.
But, what's funny is that even though I hate what outfits magazines come out with, sometimes, I really appreciate famous people because they're style is so original and polished and just perfect. I understand that they might have stylists and "people" to pick out pieces for them, but the stylists usually don't make their everyday outfits-or do they? I don't know. I love how Lauren Conrad can pull of a plain white shirt and dark washed skinny jeans and look so damn cute and collected and awesome!!! I guess the wayfarers over her eyes and the belt and the cute bag plays a huge part over the over all look and that's why I respect Lauren Conrad. She can put together these simple outfits by putting the right accessories-and knowing how many to use! She's amazing at that. I, on the other hand, am a total accessory drop out because I wear nothing, NOTHING. No earrings, no necklace, no anything! If Lauren Conrad saw what I wore to school she'd die right on the front steps of my high school. (laughing :)

Angela

My stupid outlook account!!!!

Okay, so I can't access my outlook.com account because every time I try to log on it says that I'm already logged on somewhere else and that I need to log out of there and then try again. But wtf?!?!? I wanted to do a number of things with that account.The first being to change my email thingy for Facebook, and to access my emails that I subscribed from Hollister so I can check for discounts and coupons(since I go there religiously and the employees practically see my every weekend). I would change the subscripition to the email my school gave me but I don't want them to find out that I'm doing things I shouldn't with the laptop they gave me(not really gave because it cost my mom $300).
So if any of you know how to access my account that would be splendid!!!!! Also, catching up on the boy news. So this past Friday was the last day of school before spring break so I wanted to go to the mall with my friends. My friend Cindy* has never taken the bus in a while and she wanted to see my crush (who almost always rides the bus). So since the bus my crush takes stops at the mall we decided to take the bus to the mall to see him. So we did and we ended up sitting in the back where he was sitting-and I was almost directly infront of him(I was one seat to the right of the seat he was sitting in)! I was talking to Cindy* when I looked back at him, he quickly turned away when I looked at him...does that mean that he was looking at m?? Or am I just being paranoid or stalker-ish????? I don't want to be a stalker and to know what class he has at a certain period-I don't even know the guy!!! But how am I suppose to talk to a guy I don't even know-and get to know him???!?!?!?! It seems almost impossible since we have no classes together and no common friends-we're strangers!!!!!
I do have a friend that sits with him at lunch but he's also the best friend of the guy that asked me out on a date and I told him I couldn't date till I was 16(gasping) so I can't ask him about Ken* cause then everyone would think that I didn't go out with Michael* because he was chubby(sorta.................okay-yeah) or I needed an excuse to get out of the weird and akward situation. FYI I really can't date until I turn 16 but my mom is known to change the rules and let me have something ahead of schedule(like a cellphone), so what should a girl do? This post is really long and I'm going off topic...so thanks for reading!!! :) I just needed something-someone to vent it out on, even though I'm probably talking to no one.

Angela
P.S. Typing this out reminds me of the beginning of every "My Life As Liz" episode......I love that show!!!

P.P.S. * means that I changed the name of the actual person I'm talking about.

AAAAHHHHH!!!!!! Him!!!!!!

I totally knew I was gonna see him today!!!!
1st encounter today: right after PTP at my locker, I was putting my sketch book in my locker and when I looked to my left he was walking up the stairs and passed me-he saw me...I think.
2nd encounter: during lunch when he got in line I was right behind him-thanks to *Melissa (not the real name of the friend) who pushed me forward to get to him.
3rd encounter: wandering around heading to D building( bulidings in my school are named as letters ex. Building C" ) *Melissa and *Camielle and I were walking to D Building and then *Melissa suddenly said "Oh My God!" and motioned behind us and there he was! (he wanders around campus by himself)
4th encounter: We were walking to the left wing of D Building and he was behind us.
5th encounter: walking toward my 5th period he was walking toward me and I went up the stairs.
6th encounter: afterschool by my locker again.

All of these encounters were today. I'm sad I didn't see him on the bus though :(
Angela
P.S. If you didn't catch the note in the parenthesis in 2nd encounter Melissa & Camielle are not the real names of my friends.