I love my friends :)

They're so great!!! I was kind of depressed this morning. But when I went to lunch my friends made me feel all better!!! I feel so independent and refreshed and happy!!! I'm living in the moment and NO crush is every going to change that as long as I have really good friends and family. I am so excited for my trip to Seattle and I'm excited for life!! It's really weird, I'm usually really stressed about now because of finals. But my friends made me feel all better. I am now going to stop crushing and focus on life and school work :)

Angela ;)

New Guy

Okay so this morning there were these 2 guys that came to school, they looked really familiar. When I got a better look at them I recognized the younger one was an old classmate from elementary and he left during middle school. He was kind of a nerd and over weight, but I didn't notice him because he got really skinny and he has muscle! Just to let you guys know.

Angela

P.S. I'm in love with the songs "Cinema Italiano", Kate Hudson and "Shake", Ying Yang Twins ;)

I know this is a little stupid-writing this, but it's so funny!!! :)Kay, so me and my friends were walking in the halls, bored, when we see Kevin go into the boy's bathroom. Then we see Rena walk by there and stops a good 30 feet away. Then Kevin walks out of the bathroom sees Rena makes a face like a, "Oh, crap" face and he quickly walks away. Teehee :)

Angela

P.S. I misplace my ipod :(

Bored :(

I'm in PTP right now and it's super boring, I've been listening to the same playlist over and over again. Thinking of random things and going on the Bing search page put not being able to type anything in. I was just thinking about what I wrote earlier. I need to start planning for the upcoming trip to Seattle. I'm saving my money and so far I have only around $60 plus some money a friend borrowed but never payed back yet.

I want to buy new things for the trip like a new swimsuit because I only have 2 I always wear. I really like the bandeau type tops. But at the same time I want all that stuff I don't want to spend any money, cause I'm saving for the trip. I'm leaving on the 2nd week in June and so I'm glad it gives me time to hang out with my friend Clara cause when I come back she's going to Cali.

I went through this disturbing epiphany, in art Clara said she doesn't like Kevin anymore.................................WHAT??????!!!!! So the epiphany was about how I wanted to go full throttle and totally throw myself at Kevin-that's never going to happen, I was just laughing at it because it's so far fetched. I would never do something that aggressive. But i found out through Rena and then through Clara, that he likes soccer. I use to play soccer. I like playing with people who don't know sh*t about it cause I know I can win. Cause when I use to play-I sucked. I only scored like, 2 goals the entire season. *Smile* Maybe I should challenge him? teehee, NOOOOO! I would get smoked and he'd laugh at me. Which is not entirely a bad thing, if you know what I'm saying *wink *wink ;)

Angela

Day 2

In the cafe waiting for my friend Clara. Listening to "Toxic" by Britney Spears, hoping I don't see Kevin, but all the while wishing he was here. Looking at everyone passing the cafe, checking to see if it's him. It's not, I hate that I want to see him. I'm pathetic. I need a break from all this, good thing in the summer I get to go to Seattle-I could forget about all of this.

I could just leave and have fun with my family, I feel sorry for my cousin he has to move back here and leave all his friends. But I wish I could be like him. Move to somewhere completely new and start over, be myself and get new friends-not like I don't like my friends now, I just like thinking of going somewhere new-off this island. That's why I'm planning to go to college in Seattle, WA like my cousin, Elle. But at the same time I don't want to copy here, but I always wanted to go to Seattle, to live there.

I hate stress, I hate tension, and I hate Kevin

Angela

Re-I hate this

I hate that he did this to me, made me into someone I'm not. I'm not the type of girl who pants after guys-I'm sorry I'm not Rena. I wait for the guys-yeah I'm old school. I hate that he doesn't notice me, but that's what he's doing to me-torturing me. Making me want him-something I can't have. Why did you make me fall so hard? Why did you also catch the attention of my best friend??? Why are you making this so complicated. Just chose me. But I can't do that to Clara. I can't.

Why? Why? Why?
This, Kevin, is why I hate you.

I hate this

I hate him. I hate what he did to me.