I never thought I would feel like this, but of course everyone has to go through it. Heartbreak. When you like or love someone so much, and then they break your heart. Even though I don't know Kevin that well, it still hurts to see him and Rena together. Their laughing and smiling and talking. I put on a "I don't give a f***" face and walk pass them. I don't think they're together. But they're really close to becoming flirty friends.

Plus, Clara likes him too, I'll give him to Clara but not to this girl who's a man eater.

Angela

I might have to break my promise :(

Here on The Thoughts of an Angelic Angela I told you guys that I would try to stop talking about *Ken-I also promised my 2 friends *Whitney and *Crystal that I wouldn't talk about him too. But this is a BIG deal! So I told you guys that *Rachel likes Ken also so we were talking about her encounters with him, me tight lipped, then I saw him as we went into a classroom and so she went out to talk to him. She also had him say hi to us and he has the most hottest, sexiest, cuttiest Spanish accent. I was swooning. Which was weird though was that just a month ago I had a dream of him getting lead to me and he said "hi" and I said "hey" which is what happened today.
I hate to admit that I'm jealous of Rachel-but I am. I wish I had the courage and aggressiveness to go up to him and say hi.

Angela
P.S. did I tell you guys that she asked him for a hug?? :( I couldn't see if he did or not)
Even though I'm jealous of Rachel I want her to hang out with us more because it gives me a connection to Ken and I way to kind of talk to him :P
*Names are changed

Breaking News

I've just recieved some sad and funny news. First, the funny. My friend *Crystal was in her English class this morning before school started and she saw *Ken in the other building kind of dancing-she says that he was bobbing his head and drinking water listening to his iPod. Even though I wasn't there every time I think about that it makes me laugh because Ken doesn't seem like the type of guy to do that kind of stuff but I think it's cute :)
Now for the sad news. I just heard from *Whitney, my other friend, that this other girl *Rachel likes Ken as well! And she's kind of pretty and she actually talked to him. He has an accent!

Bored-again :(

I'm in Geometry . now and we had a really short lesson on "Circumferences & Areas of a Circle". So we're all just chilling. I finished my homework and now I'm writing this. So I know I've just written in yesterday's post that I've been avoiding talking about *Ken on this blog. I'm kind of surprised because today I didn't see him at all and I'm not commenting on it every minute of the day to my friends because I'm tired and sick of it and I think...I really don't care. I am sad, though. Because this whole week I won't be able to see him after school because I'm not going to take the bus until Friday. One day. But I guess this will give me the time to kind of go easy on this maybe crush because otherwise I'll just be this silent stalker and I'll be depressed and I won't be paying attention to my school work-and it's 4th quarter and I need to step up my game because I got 3 Bs and 3 Cs. I can at least get a 3.0 GPA-I know I can do it so I'll report back to you guys, I got my 3rd B this year in Geometry which is awesome compared to all my other Cs, Ds, and Fs I get on my quizes and tests.

Documented Dream:

It's a very bright afternoon and my friend, *Crystal and I go to the bus stop. He's there standing with 3 other people in a row by the bus sign. I pass him like I usually would have and I move to the other side of the last person in the row of people. I look over my shoulder and Crystal stopped and was talking to him. Then she comes over to where I am and brings him. "Hey" he says, "Hi" I reply. We both smile. Then Crystal vanishes and the bus comes. We both get on and we sit together. The dream then shifts into another scene and I don't see him again-not even when I wake up and go to school...nothing.

Angela :)

Bored :(

I'm really bored right now and so I'm writing this. *Crystal, my friend, is showing me all these Saturday Night Live clips with celebs and its funny. But I'm just writing this because I like hearing the sound of my fingers typing on this keyboard. I'm trying to avoid saying anything about my crush this week-but I guess I'm talking about him typing that out, but oh well. This weekend was so fun because some of my cousins and they're family went to my auntie's beach house in Punalu'u and we all had a blast. But some days were really cold and rainy and so we didn't go outside. My cousins, *Kady and *Tyler, and my sister *Ann, and myself went to the beach on Saturday and we dug a hole so deep that we hit water. We got tired of digging with our hands so Tyler went to go get a huge shovel and we dug a hole big enough to fit all four of us. So Kady and Tyler were finishing the hole and they digged right into a crab tunnel and a huge crab fell out. It was so sad because Tyler hit the crab and made a dent in it's shell and it slowly died being thrashed around in the water and then we buried it in the sand. He's so mean. Me and Kady played Smash Ball and it was also fun-then Kady had to leave the house with her dad because her mom wanted her to go to a 4:30 am Easter service in Punchbowl. So that's how my weekend went.

Angela