Hollister obsessed

Okay, I'm going crazy thinking about Hollister. I can already tell this is going to be a really long post...Well, I've been going to Hollister since 7th grade and then stopped buying they're stuff because my school had uniforms so I couldn't wear any of it anyway. Then this pass Christmas my sister gave me 2 tops and a $30 giftcard to the place and I went to return a top and was hooked...again. So I've been buying soo many clothes from there so now I'm forcing myself to stop and save some money for the new spring collection, which has already been coming out. I currently have like $70 in my wallet. I went from like $243 on Dec. 25 to $70 today. I'm so pathetic. I'm now currently obsessed with getting a job there but I've been doing my research and a lot of people say working there sucks because they get paid like $9 and most of your paycheck is spent on buying they're clothes to wear. They also have a look policy-like how long your nails can be(that rule is pretty stupid)and that you have to look very natural(very little makeup and no hair products). I really want to work there even though most people say it's the worst. But maybe I'm not good looking enough(I'm not shallow I'm just a worrybird), I mean I've learned to love my looks and to focus and the positives instead of the negatives. And, okay I'm not super skinny-I have curves and I'm proud of them. I should just drop the whole subject right now soooo, bye! Thanx for listening!

P.S. Sorry if I sound insecure, I'm just confused on the subject, so I'm dropping it)

Angela